Once I got settled it was time to seek out My friends. I have been much too long without My friends while I was in LA. I really NEED "My People" around Me. I am such a social creature. I was able to get together with Jenny and her boy sam which was so fun and I was finally able to touch base with jason who I have missed so much.
jason really is so very dear to My heart. We have such a diverse relationship. Since I am first and foremost a Mistress, that was the base for our relationship. The first real difference of My time with jason is that he is a "switch". I had never developed a relationship with someone who switches but jason was just to cute to resist. I met him at Paddles one night and we conversed in email and whips were soon flying. The dynamics, much to his chagrin are always with the Leather in MY hand. I like it that way, it's who I am and jason decided long ago to accept that.
We have had so many long discussions on the lifestyle and the myriad of differences. I think that jason, as much as I love him, has probably never really experienced the full scope of what I have to give because of his need to remain a switch. We have had many a discussion over My dislike for the terms "top" and "bottom". We still managed to build a sincere relationship that stayed true to who We both are and he is very responsive to Me.
back to the reunion... jason called and even though he is in the middle of a busy time in his life,,, planning a wedding with his wonderful submissive/partner sue he was as excited to see Me as I was to see him. I was also excited to see sue.... I know she is the answer to all jason's dreams but unbeknownst to him.... she is also the answer to Mine for him. I think I will take some time here to talk about that...
before sue made her heavenly appearance, jason and I were really close. We spent a lot of time together and I did My Mistress thing with him which was to start probing his brain and whether he liked it or not... made him MINE. Once one is considered MINE... then they must submit themselves to My mother henning and even worse... My arrogant insistence that I know best. Now for a slave.... that is fine, it's what they WANT but for jason, it was a stretch. I will say that he put up with it with a classy non-nonchalance. (Picture a mother cat with Her paw on the head of a squirming kitten holding it down so She can wash it's face. She cares little for the fact that the kitten doesn't WANT it's face washed.) I can say with some humor that My boy finn will have a wry smile on his face and commenting on where the mother hen is when the tawse is tearing up his ass... but life is FULL of contradictions.. Isn't it boy? But as usual I DIGRESS.. lol
I used to worry so about jason because after talking with him at length I knew that his dreams included settling down with someone that was as kinky as he was and would enjoy him as a switch and that he could build a family and a life with. Now, this is a tall order as all of Us in the lifestyle know.... finding a life partner is hard.. but finding a KINKY life partner that fits our tall order is even harder. The sad part was that because of My own life path, I knew that I wasn't going to be that person for jason. No amount of loving him was ever going to change that but what I could do... was watch closely for "that" person for him, to help him when she did finally show up in his life and to prepare Myself for the addition of this very important person in our relationship. I also had to be ready to step down and remove My influence in some ways so that she could flourish unabated in his life.
enter sue. I just couldn't ask for a better answer to My prayers for jason's gifting of a life partner than sue. I do think that the universe rewards people that deserve it. I think sue is jason's reward. I know that jason was somewhat nervous when sue and I met for the first time before I left NYC for Louisiana. I loved her from the moment I saw her. again.. and with little care for if she wished it or not.. sue also became MINE. (shhhhhhhh I'm not sure sue knows she's been shoved into My fold) She has the most wonderful submissive eyes and soft creamy light complexion and wonder of wonders soft strawberry blonde red hair.
so now.. this caring boy... "I know I know jason.. your a Man but to Me your a "boy" in the sense that a lifestyle Mistress with a Gorean background thinks of male property." (he he... I know he will cringe as he reads that and the evil parts of Me love that because I don't care if he likes it or not) so.. sue gets this warm loving boy/man (see jason I can compromise too) and what a gift he will be to her. Now, I didn't' say it would be easy..... I just said it was a gift. I think it will be interesting in the coming years to watch them build things and work out their kink life along with the everyday one. I am so thankful that I am considered a friend in that life and they they will include Me in it.
back to the reunion...
I drove to jason's to pick him up and jason sue and I had dinner together in a great little Thai restaurant. It was great to see them both. We had fun catching up and took turns eating and talking. After that jason and I headed out to the city to pay Paddles a visit and sue elected to hang out on her couch and have some alone time before a busy family filled weekend.
It felt really good to be back a Paddles after being in the desert of Louisiana and to know I wouldn't get arrested. We arrived towards the end of the Dom sub meeting and it was a fun surprise to see Nyghtowl there as he snuck up behind Me for a hug and a TAL... great to see him again and it felt like home. Also good to be with a friend that understands Gor.
As soon as the meeting finished up jason and I headed upstairs to our favorite playspace and I relaxed while jason got out all his toys and showed Me the new ones and I was reunited with My twin dressage whips and My favorite crop. jason tried to hide My favorite wooden kitchen spatula but I dug around and found it. he denies he tried to hide it but in My world.. the Mistress is always right so... he tried to hide it. He has these two new turkey lifters that I will be buying for My own toy bag as soon as I get a chance. He has a new single tail that I fell in love with. Most of all I just breathed a breath of "just like home" to press him close against the wooden frame and listen to the chains rattle and that moan from deep inside him.
Yes..... I'm home again..... thanks jason.. and I love you too sue....
Ky
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