ok.. so yesterday was finn's birthday and I spent most of the day with him. It was a nice great relaxing day. I also spent talking to a slave near Me that is a possibility for training. Charles left for Florida with the gay couple from downstairs and I was mad at first even though I TOLD him to go... lol.. go figure. Now, I am loving it and counting the minutes that I have to Myself before he returns. It's funny how quickly I fall into the habits of needing someone around all the time. It's also wonderful how quickly I remember how much I like NOT having someone around all the time. I love that because it returns power to Me in a strange way. Reminds Me that I love Charles but if he should NOT be here for any reason, that I'm just fine. Not that I would trade Him in for anything. It's not every man that doesn't feel threatened by My male properties and I realize that for the gift it is because I couldn't live without them. It's nice not to have to live a double life and that I don't have to lie about who I really am to My partner. So, I'll keep him around... lol.. but WOW.. I'm really enjoying this time. I'm going to suggest he leave more often....

I have been looking to add slaves to My chain. I want a boy here that can attend lifestyle functions with Me and spend time with Me when I'm in the mood for him. I like to train slaves and I'm also going to add a girl to that chain. It is in my plan to use them together for My pleasure so she cannot be fully lesbian, she must be bi. There is a possibility that I will use the boy to please Charles so he must be open to that possibility. Charles has topped before and can really take it or leave it, preferring to stay with Women but if there is ever a possibility that I could entice him to fuck My boy, I don't want to miss it because My property is a whiny baby about it.

The boy I was speaking with is into watersports and even a little curious about brown. I'm not really much into body fluids or solids but he talked a little about his affinity for enema's and managed much to My surprise managed to rouse My interest. I'm going to study this a little more and talk to some friends about it. This is a possibility. He lives a little far but.. hmmmm still thinking about this one. Time to put some of My inhibitions aside and stretch a little. I think our lifestyle, like others can get stale if You don't stay open to new things.

I need to get back to My book. I am writing a book of lifestyle related short stories and I intend to group them together and write introductions to each chapter. I am trying to include stories from all genre's. I love the quiet organization of editing a story that I have written. I love to chat online but it's a killer for My writing discipline. Too bad I'm a Dominant. A whip cracking Master would come in handy when it's time for Me to get to work. I sometimes find Myself writing for a while and then a friend pops online and there I go, off in the land of "so whazzup boy?". Although I love being online and quite often I try out scene's there that I want to construct real life, it sucks My creative juices. MMMMMM... (sorry.. got sidetracked by the visual there... )


So, that's all for now... but soon I want to talk about finn's visit to Me and as an added pleasure, I have commanded him to write something about his visit that I will be posting on the website. I'm going to put it there because I want to include pictures he was taking. They are not of us but of things he found of interest as we went around the great City of New York. I think it's going to be great.