My daughter has decided on a wedding dress... isn't it beautiful.. and thank god... She fell in love with it immediately.. one task down.... over 365 days to go.. Oh dear...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
catching up
ok.. so We don't always realize what's important until someone you know falls down the hill and loses everything. I preach tolerance for others all the time and yet there are a few areas that I have to really push Myself on.
In My circle right now there is someone who is just a professional victim. She is in a perpetual pity party and causing a lot of grief both emotionally and financially for her family. Her daughter is about 21 and really distraught over the whole situation. I never believe that people are beyond help but this woman is really testing My limits. It truly is so hard for someone like Me to understand someone like her. I truly believe in standing up for yourself but even I have My areas of weakness. Take the doctor for instance. I am absolutely terrified of doctors and hospitals. It's a phobia really and a very dangerous one. I put off medical tests and exams that could save My life. I just pretty much stay in denial about that. I am at least, aware that I have that problem.
Women that let Men abuse them and I really mean "abuse" them are such an anathema to Me. I want to help but We are such different creatures that in the end I find Myself just frustrated and wanting to either beat the crap out of them (not good in this instance) or to just.. "do it for them", also not good. Anyway, I have offered the young daughter My assistance and help since I am not working right now. Mostly I just want her to know that she's got someone to lean on. So if My tongue is bloody in the next few weeks it will be from not spewing forth with all the expletives when My patience runs out.
Charles left for NYC this morning and called Me at noon from the border of Alabama. He was excited about the trip ahead and was going to be marking off things he wants to show Me when we head up there together. He is really so excited about returning to NYC. I know he feels his time down here slowed down his life progress. It slowed down Mine too but that is the South for you. Everything is slow down here. (Note to finn: I will still continue to "mosey" when I walk) But he did accomplish some pretty important things while down here... 1) We completed the process of getting His greencard 2) He got a drivers license and even a commercial one which will help greatly in NYC. 3) added a good job to his resume and as usual the boss adored him.
Tonight I think I'm going to go to the Refuge in New Orleans for an educational event and to establish Membership with NOLA. I know I'm going back to NYC but I want to support these people in New Orleans. I think they do a great job amidst great adversity. If you want.. you can see their message board at... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/LA-NOBLE/
I'll say more about how that went later...
OHHHH btw... I'm going to give you the link to Mistress Blairs journal and website... you might enjoy it..... finn and I like to keep up with it....
Ky
In My circle right now there is someone who is just a professional victim. She is in a perpetual pity party and causing a lot of grief both emotionally and financially for her family. Her daughter is about 21 and really distraught over the whole situation. I never believe that people are beyond help but this woman is really testing My limits. It truly is so hard for someone like Me to understand someone like her. I truly believe in standing up for yourself but even I have My areas of weakness. Take the doctor for instance. I am absolutely terrified of doctors and hospitals. It's a phobia really and a very dangerous one. I put off medical tests and exams that could save My life. I just pretty much stay in denial about that. I am at least, aware that I have that problem.
Women that let Men abuse them and I really mean "abuse" them are such an anathema to Me. I want to help but We are such different creatures that in the end I find Myself just frustrated and wanting to either beat the crap out of them (not good in this instance) or to just.. "do it for them", also not good. Anyway, I have offered the young daughter My assistance and help since I am not working right now. Mostly I just want her to know that she's got someone to lean on. So if My tongue is bloody in the next few weeks it will be from not spewing forth with all the expletives when My patience runs out.
Charles left for NYC this morning and called Me at noon from the border of Alabama. He was excited about the trip ahead and was going to be marking off things he wants to show Me when we head up there together. He is really so excited about returning to NYC. I know he feels his time down here slowed down his life progress. It slowed down Mine too but that is the South for you. Everything is slow down here. (Note to finn: I will still continue to "mosey" when I walk) But he did accomplish some pretty important things while down here... 1) We completed the process of getting His greencard 2) He got a drivers license and even a commercial one which will help greatly in NYC. 3) added a good job to his resume and as usual the boss adored him.
Tonight I think I'm going to go to the Refuge in New Orleans for an educational event and to establish Membership with NOLA. I know I'm going back to NYC but I want to support these people in New Orleans. I think they do a great job amidst great adversity. If you want.. you can see their message board at... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/LA-NOBLE/
I'll say more about how that went later...
OHHHH btw... I'm going to give you the link to Mistress Blairs journal and website... you might enjoy it..... finn and I like to keep up with it....
Ky
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