i would like to say "She begged" to be moved, but then i fear Mistress Kytherea would feel compelled to "fix" my misunderstanding of the difference of "requesting and begging." You can be sure the lesson would involve a couple of new floggers She bought this weekend. One of which She has mentioned ( more than once) that She needed to practice with. i think She mentioned that in case She took an ear off... or hit my sac ( not that She wouldn't do that on purpose) She would have a defense. So if anyone reading this is looking for a bit of excitement, help out a brother and volunteer to be a target.
Before i talk about Saturday i would like to say that in retrospect , Saturday was a day of learning, growing and moving on. When i have days like that i always seem to remember Mistress Kytherea telling me there would be bumps as we travel down this road together. When we hit one of those bumps She is usually quick to fix it and do what She can to make sure it doesn't happen again.
On Saturday we were late by most people's standards ( the clock). As if we weren't late enough the door person spotted my cell phone attached to my belt which was a no-no. So while i rushed upstairs to deposit my cell phone in the room, Mistress Kytherea whet into where the seminars were being conducted and by the time i had returned to Her side She had decided that instead of watching "rope" we would be taking part in a seminar called "a collar for a dollar."
Mistress Kytherea quickly took me over to a gathering of tables in the corner of the room and turned on Her "wink and a smile." The poor guy never knew what hit him when She said; "We're a little late. Can we still do it?" He could say nothing more than "Sure! Here are two chairs next to each other." Instead of making a collar we had the opportunity to make a pair of matching leather cuffs.
i said earlier Saturday was a day of learning. The first thing i learned on Saturday was that holding a hole punch while Mistress Kytherea tries to hit it with a hammer is a HARD LIMIT for me. i wouldn't do it . i couldn't do it ! Mistress Kytherea called me a big baby but i held firm. Mistress Kytherea took a picture of the cuffs and i got to keep them for my toy bag since they were custom fitted for me. i assume Mistress will show a picture of them soon, but i can tell you that i am as proud of them as the leather collar i wear .
By the time we finished our cuffs all of the other seminars had concluded. But before we left Mistress Kytherea walked over to the place where the "rope guy" had little knowledge he was going to be teaching three seminars that day instead of two. Yes history would record him as the next victim to the "wink and a smile."
Mistress Kytherea told the man She was interested in learning a few knots as She was drawn in by the beauty of rope and how it felt. The guy responded that he could very quickly show my Mistress how to tie knots that i could not get out of. To which i quickly chimed in that even if i could squirm out of Her knots i wouldn't because when She caught me She would beat me to within a quarter of an inch of my life.
After a brief discussion on differences of types of rope, Mistress had won him over and he finally succumbed to Her charm and offered to quickly show Her a few knots. He called out to a girl who had assisted him earlier and he said he needed her for a few minutes and she came right over to us. The man was a very good teacher and fortunately the knots were pretty basic. Mistress seemed to retain the information for later and Her intentions for later that evening would soon become apparant to me once we got to vendor village. We both thanked the man for his attention and headed off to add to my toy bag.
We no sooner got in the door and Mistress saw a set of pink floggers that caught Her eye. After trying them out briefly on me and securing a guarantee from the man that he would fix anything that ever went wrong with them they were Hers and onto the next vendor where Mistress tried on a corset. Thank goodness sanity prevailed and we moved on. Don't get me wrong Mistress Kytherea looked good in the corset, but i didn't think She looked any better in that than She does anything that shows a bit of cleavage.
The next vendor we stopped at Mistress used me as a shopping cart piling pink rope. purple rope, pink vet wrap, purple vet wrap, a ball gag and an o-ring that screwed together. Before checking out Mistress intentionally drew my attention to the butt hooks. After making me squirm a little bit She decided we had enough to keep us busy. It was time to move on to find a dress for Mistress to wear that evening and get something to eat.
An hour and a half later, we still had not eaten and we couldn't find a dress. So Mistress gave up on the dress and we headed to something fast to eat. We both were starting to get to a point where we weren't feeling well. i had planned on us going inside of Steak n Shake to eat but i could not rule out the possibility that we would not see someone i knew. So we ate in the car while driving to see the arch.
We made it to the arch! Unfortunately, the trams that take a person to the top were not running because of maintenance.We headed back so Mistress could make the DM Meeting and when She finished getting ready for the meeting She looked absolutely stunning. On the way to dinner, i told Her i wished i could take a picture of Her, because it truly would have been perfect for don't let the dimples fool You!
We knew we were going to be on a tight schedule, but i wanted Mistress to experience the "Hill." As luck would have it we ran too tight and had to get our food to go. That really pissed me off and Mistress was trying to calm me down and talk some sense into me, but i wasn't having any of it. i was so disappointed that we weren't going to get to enjoy the food. Mistress told me i could be pissed off all i wanted until we got back to the hotel but then after that it was OVER and i was to forget about it and move on. i agreed. The She told me i would get points if i got Her back to the hotel in time to go to the room to fix Her lipstick.
We got to the hotel and i pulled in the lot and told her i would just drop Her off and She could run upstairs to which She replied that She couldn't because She didn't have a key! OH GODDAMN shot out of my mouth so fast i didn't even realize i had said it until Mistress got out and slammed the car door. She went to the rest room off of the lobby and i waited for Her to return and when She did She just said I'm going in.
I was left holding the bag of food and the elevators were temporarily out of order. i felt awful. i was afraid i had ruined so quickly something i had looked so forward to. I dropped off the food in the room and stuffed Mistress Kytherea's make-up bag into the toy bag and went downstairs to the play party. It was time to learn another lesson about myself.
When i got down to the dungeon it took me a little while to locate Mistress among the crowd. i went over to Her and She was talking to another DM. i waited next to Her for a bit , but took the hint that She was going to ignore me.i was really thinking i screwed this up. The very thing that i was trying to avoid was going to the event alone and there i was ALONE.
i took a seat against the wall and slid the toy bag under the chair and watched, and waited for Mistress to notice me or say something to me. She was the most beautiful Mistress there as She walked to the different stations and checked on the participants. The sight of Her and not knowing what was going to happen next was almost enough to drive me to spare myself the agony of not getting to be with Her and return to the hotel room.
She finally came over and asked where the toy bag was but before i could answer She saw it under the chair. Then just as quickly as She came over She left again to tend to Her duties as a DM. i wanted to question Her. i wanted Her to stay, but i knew She had a job to do. i was sitting right in front of a spanking bench where a submissive girl was getting her cheeks tanned by a Master, but i wasn't paying much attention to that. i was watching my Mistress.
Something grabbed my attention away from my Mistress for a split second and when i returned to Her She was instructing me on something i really could not hear so i got up and went to Her. She told me to remove my clothes and stand at display in front of the toy bag. It was surprising to me how quickly i complied with Her command. Suddenly all i wanted to do was to please Her. i was totally focused on making the best display i could.
Sweat was gathering on my palms as i clenched my hands in back of my head. The weight of my arms pulled downward as they began to get heavy pulling my fingers apart as the sweat acting as a lubricant for the fingers that struggled to stay together. She came back again and mouthed a command to me. i knew She wanted her crop to be held in my mouth to which i quickly complied.
Oddly i didn't care how silly i looked to those that were first entering the room. The leather thong was all that saved me from total nudity. This gave me an opportunity to think about what was ahead. i knew i was going to be punished with Her toys but somehow that didn't seem too bad compared to Her ignoring me. i just wanted Her attentions. i wanted another opportunity to please Her and show Her that the years She has invested in this boy were not wasted.
Then i noticed the other DM's were starting to lose their sashes and their shift was coming to an end and suddenly Mistress Kytherea was walking toward me. She had me take off Her boots and get down on all fours and make a table so She could prop Her feet up. It had been an hour and a half of walking on Her feet. No resting. my mouth must have been dry but i didn't notice because right then i was only interested in being the best table my Mistress could want.
While kneeling on the floor thoughts were running through my head about negotiating. i knew i was not in a very good position. It was one i was not accustomed to being in. My Mistress has not been mad at me too often over the course of these years and certainly not mad at me when in striking range. Mistress brought me back to reality when She commanded that i grab our stuff and go wait in line for a cross. There we stood right in front of the door and all i had on was still the leather thong but i didn't seem to care because i was next to the Princess of the Ball and proud to be there with Her even if She was going to beat the shit out of me.
When we were unable to get a cross we returned to our seats. Mistress told me to massage Her feet which i did without question. Again trying to be the best, because i knew at that moment it was not a good time to slack. i felt the hot water i was in and i didn't like it. Shortly afterwards a DM came over to Mistress and asked Her if She was looking for a piece of equipment and She answered in the affirmative. It was not a cross but a spanking bench.
She led the way over to the corner where the bench was. Her commands were short but detailed. "Spin this around."
" Face this way." She told me to kneel down in front of the bench that She had forgotten to attach my collar. Then She was more specific "Nadu!" i tried but it wasn't good enough. " Shoulders back!" She said "palms resting higher on your thighs." She continued " I know its hard." my struggle to hold the position must have been obvious to Her on my face. What the hell had happened?? i never had trouble with this before?
Another lesson i learned was that i need to work on my flexibility. i know the positions are a great source of pride for my Mistress. There isn't a time we meet when She doesn't command to see those positions. Before She wrapped my head in vet wrap i asked for a drink of water. For all i knew it could be my last. After the water She placed a ball in my hand and asked if i knew what to do with it? " i said "hold it?" She said "You're gonna be gagged so if things go too far drop the ball." i was really scared now.
we have never gotten close to me safe-wording probably because i cannot return home with any marks. Just the fact that Mistress thought we might get close to safe-wording was enough to scare me. By now i was blindfolded and gagged and Mistress Kytherea had me lean across the bench. She leaned down into my ear and asked " Did you have a temper tantrum earlier?" That was going to be awfully hard to deny since i had admitted it earlier. Could i plead ignorance since there was a gag in my mouth? i didn't think this was a time for games so i admitted to the tantrum though it was muffled by the gag.
Mistress Kytherea continued " You know that was a mistake don't You?" another muffled reply of "yes Mistress" came from behind the gag. " Now you are going to learn just how big of a mistake it was." i remember gripping the ball with my sweaty hands and holding on to it tight for i thought if it accidentlly slipped out of my hand i might just pass out from fear before it even hit the ground. I had seen Mistress Kytherea punish a boy for biting Her finger accidentlly and the boy hasn't been heard from since.
i was in deep. Deeper than i had ever been in before. it was one of those times that called for silence. After all i dug myself into this mess. This boy could feel the different instruments that Mistress used on this boy. It was not a fun place to be. It was a different kind of place. Not any joking. Mistress had a mission. When She had finished She made sure a boy knew why he was punished and that it wouldn't happen again.
This boy is fortunate to have an Owner with a lot of patience. This week was the fourth anniversary of my collaring plus another year of begging for it makes FIVE. i couldn't think of a better way to spend it. Thank You Mistress!
be well
finn[Ky]
