from finn: Buttons Pushed

This has been a very good year for me getting to spend time with my Mistress. This Friday will be the third time this year we have gotten to see each other. Although, one of the times was just to have lunch it was still good. When it was time to say good-bye my Mistress said She didn't like our meeting being so brief and wished i could stay longer. That was Her way of telling me She misses me. ( winks) That perks me up.

Yesterday, was another one of those days. We were talking about andrew (of course), but i really don't mind because that is what is on Mistress Kytherea's mind. I have found it safer for me to know what She is thinking rather than talk about something i want to talk about. Anyway, She was trying to decide how to find out if he was physically and mentally ok since She has heard NOTHING. For three weeks! I made the comment that if She knew the name of the pharmacy She could just call and ask for him. She said She would never do that and defended Her position by saying She had never called me at work. But i pressed on and said that if She had not heard from me in three weeks She would call my work and ask for me. She said "OH Yea I would, after about three days!"

That made me feel good and appreciated. i have learned or my Mistress would say i have been trained to make Her feel special. i do so with things like having daisies( Her favorite) in the room upon Her arrival, usually i try to get a suite which gives us more room, most importantly i try to eliminate obstacles that might be in the way of a relaxing time. i like to make Her feel special and try to add a little more each time. it makes me whole.

But i think it is also something She uses too. That is to make me feel special, because the more i feel it, the hotter my fire is and the more i reciprocate. Over time She has learned which of my buttons to push. At first, She had to learn if i even had buttons because i kept my secrets pretty close to the vest. Then gradually one by one She exposed them. Now She can build a passion and a need to serve Her inside of me with just a few simple words.

I have spoken on here before about how excited i get when we are about to meet. This time is no different. Tickets are purchased, my homework is about complete and all of my buttons seemed to be pushed. Yes, its been a very good year.

be well,
finn[Ky]