Thursday, October 04, 2007

finn speaks - My what big teeth you have

finn here....

As the teeth marks have faded and the Flintstones band-aid has been removed, i had hoped to wait to weigh in on the weekend until the other two boys had posted their comments. As Mistress said i have the advantage of 6 years as Her boy. Just as She said She knows what buttons to push on each of us boys. i much more than the other two boys, know what buttons to push of Hers. i will however, keep my secrets to myself except to say: "MISTRESS KYTHEREA IS WATCHING."

You see, i know that with Her being a writer, She puts much more value in the printed word than most, certainly much more than i ever thought i would. So it is NOW when the glow from the evening gradually fades that She starts to evaluate. She will analyze what was worth doing and what was not. It is these times when i pray She chooses to do me !!! lol. Oh yea...that'll nevahhh happen. She is not a girlfriend Domme.

It is much more work being the Dominant One, and after the play is over and the teeth marks have faded, and no people are left to follow to Penn what does She have for Her effort? A mere hug?? Tell Her how you felt, which buttons She hit and which She missed, not that it will make a difference. For all you know She was trying to miss just for Her pleasure. It might mean the difference of being able to sit or not. It makes the difference of being allowed to participate or begging the rest of Your life for another chance. Since i am no good at begging... i learned fast... i hope for your sake you boys do too!

Three boys and a Mistress

Some nights just go down in the books as memorable and I hear the slight snick as Friday night slides into its place as a definite favorite. I’m going give a little background into the boys I have woven into My web and what it’s like to have several of them so with the combination of just telling the events of the night and background of the players, it may get lengthy. I had a wonderful time with finn, Andrew and Michael and if you are interested in knowing more, read on… oh yea…one more thing, I got My first injury in the line of duty… I’ll tell you bout that later. But I also have to give thanks to Charles for being a really great husband secure enough to share Me with three other men. That’s pretty awesome I think and I just want to say I know how lucky I am to have that.

I had the day off Friday and was coming off a high from a really fun bondage SIG at TES on Wednesday night with Lolita and Jason. After a quick trip to the doctor and a good report I spent the rest of the day puttering around and gathering stuff I wanted to use later at Paddles.

Thursday night I woke up in the middle of the night with visuals of how I wanted the evening’s antics to play out. That’s always a good sign when all the pieces fall into place visually for Me. It almost always means success. It was also going to be finn’s last night here and I wanted to take full advantage. I usually have to leave early because of the train schedules and since I was staying in the city with finn, I knew I could take My time and stay as late as I liked. Each boy has different buttons and I felt up to pushing them all the special ways that buttons can be pushed. Would you like to meet the boys? I’ll expand a little about who they are below:

By now you know that finn is mine now for 6 years. It’s always a celebration when finn comes to town. His presence has a calming effect on Me. It calms My soul when My property is with Me. He told Me during one of our conversations this trip that he saw his role changing and I’m not sure exactly how he means that but he is My base as a Mistress and there is very little about Me that he has not discovered.


Andrew is sweet, fresh and new. He soaks up training like a sponge. He has the most liquid brown eyes drowning in submission. It’s rare that I meet one so meant to be submissive as andrew is. I hope to help andrew bloom. He is like a blank page ready to be written and I feel there are good things awaiting him. I am already beginning to feel that protectiveness that means a connection is forming.

I met Michael at a Slave to Lust dungeon event and I have to say it was a “slave at first site” moment. There was also an instant attraction. Finn was actually with Me on that trip and I was impressed at how patient Michael was even though I knew he wanted some attention. He was also being dominated by the slave to lust owner and slave so I wasn’t sure if he was part of their family. Michael brings out a really naughty side of Me and I like how free I feel to do whatever I want with him. His eyes twinkle and he has this little smile that is so mischievous but ready to take whatever that earns him. Also, he is bi and so is andrew so I see interesting scene’s blooming on the horizon. been a long time since I was with Michael and he’s continued to beg for more so I decided to give him a chance and to see if he fit into My leather family.

I want to say a little about interacting with multiple slaves all at once. There are a couple of considerations…

1) It’s a bit of effort to make sure none of them feel left out and that limits are being respected and yet pushed just like I would if I were interacting with them one on one.

2) I was a bit concerned about our enlarged play area and hogging play-space.

I headed upstairs which is usually My play space of choice but also because it’s not in the cruising circuit. People are welcome to watch but they have to make a special trip up there to sit in on the fun. It takes more room to see to three boys at once, so I set up shop at two tables closest to the mirrors and the upholstered table and made sure I had space to have two boys kneeling while I worked with finn and so I could torture them all at once later if I was so inclined. I think a couple of people got huffy but by that time I was hard into the scene and I really didn’t care. No on actually approached me with a complaint so I let that concern go and just enjoyed Myself and my boys. One lady came to get a spanking bench and walked right into My scene as she instructed Her slave to follow Her as she walked between Me and finn who was chained to the H Frame at the time. Where scene etiquette is concerned it was a feau paux and very rude. Most of all I was enjoying Myself and didn’t feel one bit of reticence or stress handling the boys. Of course, I choose good slaves and that makes a huge difference.

Finn and I both prepared for this fun scene. He also enjoyed Wednesday night. Meeting sue for real and also Lolita was something he was looking forward to. When I got to the hotel room, finn was back from the auction at Sotheby’s. He was here to buy a little piece of golf history and garner a couple of unbelievably expensive (for those of you who know I tend to exaggerate, they were both over 15k) golf clubs. He was successful at the auction and I like to think that part of it was My dominate example not to shy away from opposition. He had also been shopping and was excited to show me his offering to the planned evening ahead.


The first thing he showed me was this tape that said... “hurt free”. I lifted an eyebrow as if to say, “what the fuck, fat chance of that”. What he was really proud of was that he managed to grab this giant roll of clear cling wrap on a big stick making it easy to roll.

I had such fun being a helper for Lolita and learning about mummification at the workshop that I decided to try it out and I enlisted finn’s help gathering all the supplies. I was really pissed off that I could not find the pretty colored cling wrap but I really wanted to play mummy with finn so I settled for clear. Jason, wonderful One that He is, gave me some pretty red Vet rap so maybe that would make up for the clear wrap. Finn found cool pinstripe tape. I had finn strip, put him in display position and I began wrapping him with cling wrap while letting the other two boys serve by assisting Me so I didn’t have to get on My knees. Finn came up with some thin colored tape and I had fun putting My signature “K” on finn’s chest and belly. Here he is... whatddaya think?

People were coming upstairs to have a look and watch what was going on. Andrew and Michael were on their knees waiting patiently for commands and hopping up and down as I needed them. Both were very well behaved and I was proud of them. I had a surprise for andrew; he got his very own collar and leash. He’s earned it by being available to Me and showing me that he is really serious about serving Me and open to learning all he can. After I laid finn down and had a little fun with his nipples, cock and chest and experimented with the flogger over plastic, I began to cut him out. I enjoyed the work both the wrap up and the cut out. I asked finn about how he liked it and he said he did but thought it was a lot of work for the return we got. He liked the attention it garnered him from Me and others watching but he said he liked Jason’s vet rap wrap over his whole head the best. Lolita said the bottom usually likes to be touched on the head and she was dead on with that, finn concurred. I left the vet rap on after I stood him up and played with the other two boys. He could hear the sounds of their fate but could not see what I was doing. I moved up against him urging him to massage My shoulders and finn said that was a huge turn-on for him. To be blind and still serving was really a turn on for him.

Meanwhile there was a really HOT scene going on with Michael and andrew. I can’t tell you how hot it was to see both boys bent over the table with their well formed asses presented for a paddling. At one point I also had finn bent over as well so I can truly say that I had a grin as big as My home state of Texas on My face and as for down below, well... moist is a good word for that. I was truly a happy camper. We will hear from the boys later as they weigh in on the night and how they felt.

There was a casualty to the evening though. MY THUMB. I was injured in the line of duty.

Jason gave me a braided rope training collar that I LOVE and I had Michael in that. I was also using it for some CBT with Michael. I had his cock and balls tied up with one end of it and the other in his mouth serving as a tension keeper and gag as well. I took it out to get an answer from him and tighten up the tension and was putting it back in his mouth. I didn’t foresee how nervous (maybe even scared) he was and didn’t get My thumb out of the way before he clamped down on the rope to help him handle the pain emanating from his balls. I squealed in pain as he bit into My thumb and the horrified look on his face as he realized that he had just bitten his Mistress was priceless. The look on MY face as I saw that blood was running down My hand was even better. I’m NOT a blood player and when it’s MY blood... even worse. It felt like someone had just slammed My thumb in the car door. Michael asked for a punishment spanking later and I think that he thinks since I mentioned the thumb while he was over My lap getting his ass torn up that it was taking care of the bite. I’m still sporting the teeth marks and I can still feel it as I type but I wear it proudly like a purple heart of Kink and Michael can rest easy as I have probably forgotten all about the unfortunate incident… he he he… (not likely).

Andrew had to leave about midnight and I sent Michael about an hour or so later because he had an early morning activity on Saturday. Finn and I stayed a while longer enjoying walking around the other scene’s that were going on. Again, I want to thank Paddles for being there for us to enjoy all the things we can’t do in our own homes. I could never have given Michael that spanking at the end of the evening because he’s so loud and I love that he is but no home or hotel would have survived it without police or security being summoned. I only have one regret and that is that I really wanted to take more pictures. I am going to explore this with Michael of Paddles and see if there is any way we can work it out so I can get around that rule if we work it out ahead of time. I’d be willing to warn everyone around us that I was about to take them and would never catch anyone else in the frame. I’m so sad I don’t have that picture of the boys over the bench but by that time, we had quite an audience and I didn’t feel comfortable taking it.

I created another memory last night for Me and the boys. It’s fun sharing it with others… I miss finn already but now I know I gave him something to take home with him.

Kiss kiss

Ky