Friday, June 17, 2005

So , the movers are coming early

I am having a really strange time with this moving thing. Charles is tired and cranky and ready to be done with this town and get to NYC. I am cranky because I hate to pack and I'm not good at it. I never like anything that I'm not good at. Well.. that isnt true really... it's ok for Me to be GOOD at it as long as I'm not expected to DO it.

So, My body hurts and I have cramps and Last night Charles and I were fighting which We never do. I think We are leaving this place just in time. The circumstances all around us creating stress levels that neither of us are comfortable with.

I have joined the TES website and find the conversation threads a breath of fresh air. No Quotes of the day. I honestly got so tired of signing on the message boards here.. hoping to see conversation on our kink and just got quotes people looked up. I know how to find quotes... I want to hear about how a Master and his slave are working on something or how a Mistress has punished Her slave.... etc etc........... I want challenging commentary that makes Me think or gives Me ideas. I'm sure finn doesnt think I need anymore creativity but I do, I eat it up like cotton candy. I LOVE cotton candy btw. I'ts soft and sometimes is warm and pink..... hmmmmm... like a freshly punished ass..

So finn has grown a daisy. My favorite flower. I told him today that I wanted a picture. He asked if I wanted his new house to show in the background and I said no. I just want to see that one daisy and know that he noticed it because it is My favorite flower and that taking a picture of it will preserve it for posterity. I think there is some magic in it's existence there and from the moment he mentioned the flower, I felt it had some significance. When I get the picture, I will share it and I'm assuming I'm going to get it soon.

I had a doctor's appt yesterday and I am going to need surgery on My knee but it is NOT an emergency. This of course means that I can put it out of My mind for a while. After reading on the net, I'm not totally sure I actually have to have it at all... but I would like to dance again.... soooooo I'll see about it.

At least I'm moving back to an area that finn is not terrified of. The man on a hook picture he saw has struck fear in his heart since I moved into this place... lol... of course.. he didnt hear puppy screaming while Blair threaded needles into his thigh at Paddles.... speaking of Paddles, I'm looking forward to July 30 and a chance to get together with some old friends. I'll be looking for jason and sue and paul ...
oh my.. does ANYONE remember Romper Room and the magic mirror.... and the girl saying.. and hi to mary and dick and tom and blah blah... that just reminded Me of that... I digress... After sunday.. I might be on and off line for a week or two. I will try to get finn to post if I really need to say something.. so look to this post for comments on My trip. the boy doesn't know this yet.. but he will.. he he...

kiss kiss
Ky