Mistress Matisse's Journal

Mistress Matisse's Journal

Ok.. so I like this Woman. and I've decided I need more Lifestyle friends. I need more friends period, I've been hibernating. That's why I haven't written and it always happens when I'm in a fucked up job I hate.

You know, I've had slaves comment to Me that they were surprised that I work as an executive assistant because it requires such a submissive outlook to accomplish it. The truth is that when the job is going how it should, that this person is really in a position of control, something I am rather obsessive about. (shocker huh?)

So, on MOnday the asshole I was working for pulled Me into his office where he was hiding behind the skirts of his "executive coach" and said that she was there because he was going to have to let Me go and it... (yes he really said this) "UPSET HIM"

I was very upset. Not because I was leaving him because he's just hopeless but because I just spent every single dime we had on My daughters wedding and I did that because I felt I could recoup within a couple of months. Hopefully she will only get married once and I felt if ever there was a time to apply the "money is no object rule, this was it. I wouldn't have splurged on so many things had I known that I wouldnt have money coming in. But such is life and Charles says not to fret and that He's happy that he will get food again.. lol (I rarely cook when I'm working but(love to do the suzie homemaker thang when I'm not.)

So, I'm back at the keyboard and pen and I've decided that I'm going to start selling my stories on the net. I'm getting organized to do that and I think I'm going to look for something more part-time now so that I can concentrate more on that and the blog and My website. finn made the point that if the stories and My book took off I still wanted to be around to enjoy the spoils. I thought about that a LOT wondering if that was a sneaky way for him to say that I'm gettin OLD and might DIE soon but decided to back-burner that thought for now. I'll re-visit it later.. maybe with a flogger in My hand.. (snicker)
Kiss Kiss
Ky