Sunday, May 14, 2006

Finn's trip to NYC to see his Mistress - his words photos by finn

Ok.. so I have a few blogs I want to post to make up for some lost time. I have decided to begin posting the results when I command finn to write for Me. This one is his take on his trip to see Me in NYC. I am going to intersperse his photo's throuout the blog... I hope you enjoy... I'm very proud of his newfound talent with his camera.

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finn’s trip to serve his Mistress


This one knew it wouldn’t last forever. You may want to stop! This is not for the faint of heart because You see… my Mistress has trained me after several beatings in the beginning to write from the heart… and a boy does. boy knew that eventually his Mistress would command him to put his feelings into words regarding his trip to see Her. She is big on words. a boy guesses most writers are. (smiles). This boy loses some flexibility when committing his thoughts to paper. The gray area of “he said/She said” is lost, as is the possibility of lost memory and of course, outright denial. The latter has pretty much never been a possibility. I guess it is that “thang” about treating others as you would like to be treated. Anyway, it is for those reasons this boy chooses his words wisely, and the additional time Mistress Kytherea gives this boy to process events is always welcomed.

Right here is probably a good place to stop and go to the restroom and get something to drink, because it is going to be awhile if You intend on reading this in one sitting. this boy knows You are wondering what he has to say… a boy feels he has a lot to say…lol BRB.

Sorry, this boy had to pee and get an orange. This new diet which comprises mainly of drinking water and eating fruit is not all it’s cracked up to be. boy says that because all the meat he can have is the size of a deck of cards… and not double deck either. More on that later. You see a boy found out about two days before he was to leave for New York that he was being turned down for some life insurance. No explanation could be given, all that was said was they look at a number of things including red cells and white cells and that I would get a report. finn cried… all he could think about was having the big “C”. finn remembered asking himself “what else could be so bad that the insurance company would not even offer insurance even at a rated premium?’ It was one helluva huge “pity party” finn was having and nobody else was invited.

That being said… off to see my Owner this boy went. he was pretty pissed off that this came up especially right NOW. Praying all the way on the plane did not help pass the time. Would this be the last time boy would see his Mistress? In between thoughts and prayers this boy rehearsed what he would say to Her for the last time. finn settled on something sappy like “ if Your property goes first into the afterlife… You bring the whips!”

Before long we touched down and the pace of being in New York City and the excitement of seeing my Mistress took over my thoughts. It only took the cab ride to the hotel to feel the globalization and the diversity of this place. boy shared a cab with two Dutch fellas that had won a trip to NYC to watch their boss run in the New York City Marathon. In a strange turn of events this boy suddenly thought of his chain brother who is Dutch and has not been online or heard from in some time. The cab ride was fun and my excitement fed off of their excitement while as You can imagine… we sat together in TRAFFIC.

Originally finn thought that we were staying in the same hotel, but that was not the case and this one was the first to be dropped off. Entering the hotel a boy had his radar on. A boy has given up on trying to anticipate his Mistress and has found it beneficial to be prepared for Her at all times. For all finn was aware of, Mistress Kytherea could have been sitting in the lobby awaiting for Her property to arrive. The lobby was bustling with many people who appeared to me to be pep squads for the runners. After quickly scanning the area for my Owner, and confirming Her absence, boy proceeded to check-in to the hotel.

The view from boy’s suite at the New Yorker Hotel was awesome! his pictures will not do it justice.
finn is glad that his Mistress recommended what type of room to reserve. boy happened to get the 38th floor! It had been newly remodeled with a little sitting area in addition to the bedroom. After this boy finished unpacking he made his way down to the street to imbibe the excitement, and to wait for his Owner to phone. It was not very cold, but the wind whipping at a boy had him keeping his hands in his pockets.

Mistress called and said Master Charles had decided to drop Her off at the hotel and She would be arriving shortly. While Her property waited for Her arrival he took in the sights. this one does enjoy people watching especially when blowing horns, bright lights, and lots of speeding cars are thrown in. Time flew and as Mistress Kytherea’s arrival drew near a boy just hoped he would not make a mess of himself, but the atmosphere of the City had served to focus this boy on the happiness of serving his Owner.

Mistress Kytherea was all the way to the sidewalk by the time this boy noticed Her, toybag in hand and a smile on Her face as big as Texas. GAWD She looked GOOD! It did not take Her long to pass the toybag off to me to carry, not that it is that heavy, but trying to find Her cell phone in Her purse is often a challenge much less having another bag to handle. finn was hungry. We went up to the room to drop off the toy bag then back down to a lil diner next to the lobby of the hotel where finn had the WORST Pastrami sandwich he has ever had, and Mistress’s soup had a hair on it. We tried to salvage the meal with hot apple pie with ice cream, but Mistress wasn’t feeling too well after eating the “green” apples. Luckily She recovered by the time Mistress Jenny and Her boy sam arrived at my room.

Mistress Kytherea had attached my collar around my neck by the time Mistress Jenny and sam arrived.
Mistress Jenny has been what boy affectionately calls his “surrogate” Mistress on two separate occasions. Once in New York and once in Chicago. Both times boy had a great time and a lot of fun. Mistress Jenny looked stunning as She turned Her cheek to me as She passed though the door, allowing me to kiss it. It didn’t take long before the Mistress’s had sam and this boy both kneeling. Mistress Jenny was showing Mistress Kytherea how this particular gag works on sam, while She tossed me a pair of thong panties She had brought for me to wear and told me to go put them on. finn hates those things, they cover very little and for a big guy like me that leaves a whole lot of skin to hide and very little material to do it with. (BLUSHES) finn will say one thing.. She has good taste .. they were Victoria’s Secret brand. this boy was glad to have them for when we went to Paddles though, seems like my tightie whities would have kinda ruined the mood especially with my belly overhanging the waistband. Mistress Kytherea politely says finn is not fat, but his doctor has another opinion.. More on that later.

sam may or may not realize how lucky we are … and were.. to have both Mistresses giving us their undivided attention in one small little hotel room. this one doesn’t usually realize it himself, until it’s sometime later ..a couple of weeks as he gets to process it. Usually finn gets disappointed in himself because he doesn’t take full advantage of the moment, and drink it all in, but usually this boy is busy skating around and avoiding trouble. And that is too bad, because it cheats my Mistress and in this case Mistress Jenny of pleasure. boy prays he will get better with practice, better at relaxing and taking it all in.

so off to Paddles we went. sam had his car and thank GAWD Mistress Jenny refused to walk after we had trouble hailing a cab. Mistress Jenny made me walk with sam back to get his car so we could drive to Paddles. sam was hesitant to park his car at Paddles and Mistress Jenny was HOT because sam didn’t drop us off at the front door.. or at least drop off the Mistresses. made this boy uncomfortable watching a fellow brother being chastised, but fuck it…finn has his own troubles so this boy remained quiet as a church mouse in the back seat with his Owner.

Entering Paddles finn was laying back letting Mistress Jenny enter after Mistress Kytherea. My Owner jubilantly bounced up to the window first and called me up to the window (as if She was going to have to pay Her own admission). boy thinks it gave his Mistress a sense of pride to be able to pull out two membership cards for TES. One card for Her and one for Her property. That was good for $5 off of the admission price. finn would have paid for Mistress Jenny and sam but boy thinks Mistress Jenny enjoys making sam pay for Her presence and attention.

As soon as we arrived there this boy had to go to the restroom and by the time he had finished, Mistress Kytherea, Mistress Jenny and sam had checked the place out. Mistress Kytherea was in “mosey” mode as She checked things out. There were other people that had scenes going on, but my attention was focused on staying near my Mistress. She walked in front of the bar toward a station that had a suspension bar on it. Boy noticed Her look up at it and never gave it a thought when She asked a boy to get up on stage and reach for it. boy just thought Mistress was seeing how tall it was. She lowered it so a boy could grab it and when he did he pulled it down, causing the handle to spin around, quickly unraveling the cable attached to it. finn had to chuckle to himself when this happened. Little did boy know soon he wouldn’t be laughing.

finn asked his Mistress to lower the bar so not to cause damage to his shoulder. Thank goodness Mistress Kytherea granted this boys request. It was a good thing She didn’t catch finn laughing earlier. Mistress lowered the bar so finn could reach it comfortably. She inspected Her property grabbing the bar high above his head, walking behind a boy. finn was still in la la land, never expecting what would come next. Mistress in a matter of fact tone told finn to take his clothes off.

Boy thought to himself FUCK! Right here? boy quickly searched for an excuse he could use, that would offer a little more privacy. Seeing none.. this boy did as he was commanded. At this point finn didn’t really mind because he thought that it would just be a matter of time and sam would be in the same predicament if not WORSE. finn focused on his Mistress when She commanded me to “karta at Her feet”. finn had to think about this for a second since we were too close to the stage and that would not allow boy’s arms to extend out to the side, plus of all the positions that boy has exhibited for his Mistress, karta was not one of them. boy did what he could and was pleased to hear his Mistress say ”sam this is karta!” boy was off of the hook… if Mistress was willing to show another boy finn’s interpretation of a position it must have pleased Her.

Mistress Kytherea then had boy rise and grab onto the bar above his head. She proceeded to hit him with Her favorite flogger. At least this one thinks it is Her favorite. boy is not sure if room was an issue or if my Mistress purposely was striking me more to one side, than the other but it was definitely with more FORCE than in San Diego or any time previous. Now this could be because San Diego was my first time playing in public with my Mistress, and it was different surroundings for us. Boy tried to remain still and at one point he remembers hearing Mistress Jenny comment that She couldn’t believe finn could just stand there motionless while being flogged. This made me smile… not too big .. because if Mistress Kytherea had seen it She would not like the smile on a boys face and would have FIXED that.

my Owner has this rope flogger made out of silk rope and it has a “cooling” sensation to it. It feels great after She has warmed a boy’s skin with any number of Her implements. The flogger moved from my back down to my sac. finn had a feeling Mistress Jenny was on the other end of the flogger and soon afterwards Mistress Kytherea told this boy .. those were compliments of Mistress Jenny. boy cannot say for sure but he thinks next both Mistress’s were giving boy their attention at the same time…either that or his Mistress had an implement in each hand. Soon afterwards after one strike in particular finn let out a gasp AHHHHHH! And my Mistress said “Oh Jenny we finally got an AHH out of him.” boy assumes that was like a timer going off for his Mistress that a boy was done on that side and She picked up Her crop and moved to the front.

She started slapping the crop against a boy’s nipples first one then the other and then finally alternately, then She returned to just one… the one that was closest to Her. The blows came quicker and harder, finn started to twist away from Her trying to protect his rose tips from the black leather. She offered me a deal tormenting as it was… that She would stop if this boy would BEG Her. To finn that was like no deal at all, and Mistress just kept hitting the same spot… and boy just kept grinding his teeth harder, turning away. She said, “ c’mon beg Me… beg Me and I’ll stop.” finn couldn’t do it… and boy started to get pissed off at his situation. Finally my Mistress said “you are a very stubborn boy!” finn knows he was close…. close to having to succumb. he also knows it is solely by the grace of His Mistress that finn didn’t have to beg…because She certainly could have taken that from this boy, but She chose not to.. at least not YET…on this trip.

Mistress Kytherea let this boy down from the suspension bar and told him to move a small bench over to the stage and lean across it. finn did as he was commanded but he doesn’t think this worked out too well for whatever reason because his Mistress did not keep him there very long. Next boy was commanded across Mistress Kytherea’s lap. boy HATES this position because he feels like he is too heavy for his Mistress to hold. For one thing She has a bad knee. his worst nightmare almost came true as boy almost took him and his Mistress to the floor while he was getting settled. Oh that would have been a show for the ages. It is too bad boy dislikes this position so much because his Mistress LOVES it. boy’s dislike really boils down to boy’s inability to focus. finn focuses on his belief that he is hurting his Mistress’s legs, instead of just doing as he is told and not worrying about it and just enjoy it.


finn doesn’t really remember much of this part, being across his Mistress’s lap because he was trying to keep from landing on the fucking floor. that is such a pity too, because it is a nice lap Perhaps with practice a boy will get better and learn to enjoy it. (wide grin) Mistress Kytherea then had a boy go to his knees in front of Her and told him She would like a water and asked if a boy did too? boy told Mistress he would prefer a soda and She quickly reminded a boy that She did not say a boy could have a soda, but that if a boy wanted to beg for it She may grant it. At first, boy tried to rub Mistress’ leg.. trying to avoid that BEGGING thang” but to finn’s surprise Mistress stopped a boy saying “I didn’t give You permission to rub my leg. boy thought to himself ” FUCK that didn’t work! So.. sadly finn begged and Mistress changed Her order to a soda as well. After finn checked with Mistress Jenny and sam if they would like anything boy didn’t like having to walk to the bar wearing only that thong. How embarrassing! But finn knew there was no point in complaining or he could be made to crawl there in the fucking thing. boy just wanted to get it over with and get back to his Mistress.


As finn returned to Mistress he was allowed to sit next to Her on the stage. It was then that boy realized the Mistress Jenny and sam had not played. Further, it looked to this boy that they were making no attempt to find a room to play. finn just enjoyed the moment next to his Mistress.. chillin.. boy was getting the impression that we were kind of holding Mistress Jenny and sam hostage since they had brought us. That was a little uncomfortable for a boy, but they were real sports about it and never mentioned a word about leaving. After we finished our drinks Mistress Kytherea told this one he could put on his clothes and sam drove me back to the hotel.

Upon arriving at the hotel, finn got a kiss from his Mistress and boy said his good byes and finn hopped out of the cab…end of story. This kinda sucked in one respect, but was kinda cool in another. The sucky part was having no time for feeling close to my Mistress. It’s a time when boy can process the events of the evening, ask questions, and just generally be near. Now with all due respect to my Mistress She did call this boy early in the morning and talked to him about the previous night… but to this boy it just wasn’t the same as being near Her in real life, which boy guesses that should be no surprise to anybody.

The cool part though was: in a strange way this boy got to feel his slavery. Boy truly felt like he was a piece of property to be used how, when and where my Owner wanted with no promise of affection or feeling. Like boy said it was cool feeling that, and boy thinks that was the first time with my Mistress. In the past Mistress was staying with a boy and finn feels it was a more relaxing time. It sort of reminded this boy of his days of seeing ProDommes where once they were finished out the door they went. finn felt sorry for his Mistress because She had to make many trips on the train, back and forth to the City. Run..run..run.

The next day early in the morning was really cool watching the sunrise behind the Empire State Building. Boy took many pictures but few were useable. boy was trying some things with his camera and most didn’t work out. Mistress was going to play tour guide and show finn the city, where a boy could take pictures.

finn learned Her tours are nothing like Gray Line Tours. Mistress Kytherea’s tours are based on the premise of FOLLOW THE PEOPLE. Which ever direction the majority of people go.. She believes that is the direction we should go. OMG!!! finn’s first clue should have been when Mistress had to call for directions and we weren’t a block from the hotel, but finn had an enjoyable day with his Mistress and got to experience the subway, Time Warner Building and Central Park as it prepared for the Marathon. One of the most memorable moments was brushing my Mistress’s hair in Central Park, the place was aglow and raining yellow and orange leaves. It was absolutely beautiful.

finn should have left his camera at home though. It sounds kinda funny to say that, especially in NYC but, for finn the trip was not about taking pictures it was about being there serving my Mistress. This boy feels he may have lost focus by carrying the heavy camera bag around. How we made it back to the hotel was a miracle. A map is definitely on a boy’s list for next time. Mistress Kytherea just wanted to chill and rest before heading out to the Venom Club. She had finn order some wine while She rented a movie which She nearly made it to the end before falling asleep. A phone call from Mistress Jenny awakened Her.

Mistress Kytherea and this boy took a cab over to Mistress Jenny’s apartment, and She (Mistress Jenny) gave us a tour in between doing Her make-up and fixing Her hair. She really has a nice place. It has this “older charm.” To finn’s surprise it didn’t take Mistress Jenny very long at all to get ready. She drove us to get something to eat on out way to the Venom Club. We ate at Chili’s. this boy was a lucky son-of-a-bitch to be alone with these two Mistress’s. It was a very enjoyable dinner, filled with nice conversation and good food. finn appreciates now the opportunity he had to be social with these Mistress’s and Mistress Jenny kept trying to get this boy to talk.. but boy was being a dick.

Still this boy can’t believe it and it saddens him to know that he would do that. finn was giving answers in one or two words not sentences…not respectful.. at ALL….really pathetic of a slave that prides himself on being pleasing. When we arrived at the Venom Club boy kept being a JERKOFF. finn didn’t have a good feeling about the place. It was a big open warehouse type of a place and no one was doing anything except sitting at the tables they had and talking. When we entered boy felt like all eyes were upon us.. and immediately he didn’t feel comfortable. Looking back… why wouldn’t all eyes be on us???? Boy just walked in with the two most beautiful Mistress’s in the whole place.

Mistress Kytherea and Mistress Jenny wandered about the place with finn in tow. They met some nice people a Master and his girl and chatted with them for a good while. Mistress Jenny kept suggesting that they find something for finn to bend over and beat his ass. finn wasn’t liking this at all… it was like this boy was going to be the toy for the whole place… and was like he was being forced… finn doesn’t know why he felt like this… surely he knows his Mistress would protect him from harm… and She even warned finn he would regret not playing… and HE DOES. MISTRESS KYTHEREA WAS RIGHT. Damn that hurt, Like finn said …this boy is still ashamed in his actions. Not only disappointed for Mistress Jenny and cheating Her out of the fun She would have had with this boy… and cheating his Mistress out of the experience too. boy only prays he will grow from his actions and not repeat them.

The Mistress’s came up with the idea to put finn in a cab to get him back to the city. Mistress Jenny was a real sweetheart to take Mistress Kytherea to Her house then waited until finn was safely in a cab before She left him. It was really good to see Her again and prays She will allow finn to see Her again and his Mistress will allow it.

The next day finn was torn between wanting to go to the Marathon to get pictures and waiting for my Owner to call with the plans for the day. Today was going to be a big day. finn was going to meet Mistress Kytherea’s husband for the first time. This made finn kinda feel awkward, but Mistress Kytherea assured me it would be ok. boy used to be dead set against this… a boy and his Mistress talked quite a lot about wanting to share each of us with the other. Both of us are an important part of Her and occupy different places in Her heart.. or at least Her life…. (remember …. She is not a Girlfriend Mistress!)
We hooked up around noon and went over to New Jersey to this Brazilian restaurant. Mistress Kytherea had warned this boy about Master Charles’s great pride for his nationality. A boy was glad She did so that this one would be a little more in tune to that. It was fun to watch and quite amusing to watch the interaction between Master Charles and my Mistress. Again.. good food… good friends… good conversation.

Master Charles kept my Mistress moving by telling Her they were going to miss the train…. She didn’t want that to happen so we kept moving. They came back to a boy’s room to get Mistress’s suitcase from the day before. Mistress knows that finn has a hard time saying goodbye so he thinks She devised the plan (1) to have Master Charles with Her so boy would not make a mess of himself and Her… and (2) She dangled a carrot out in front of finn that She might take off the next day and do a tour of the City with finn. This also kept finn from thinking that was the last time he would see Her on this trip. Regardless of the method.. of if it was intentional on Mistress Kytherea’s part…it worked.

The next day finn decided to not wait on his Mistress and headed out to take pictures of the Statue of Liberty. She called and told a boy She wasn’t going to take off and that came as no surprise to this one. A boy does think we could have had a wonderful time doing that though but it would have been a little brisk up on the top of the bus.

Ok so finn said in the beginning more about the meat the size of a deck of cards. Well a boy found out he was diabetic… hardly a reason to totally deny an insurance policy, but that is their loss. Since the denied application finn has lost about 15 pounds in about 5 weeks and his blood sugar is coming down. So all is not lost. But it was a helluva scare. Boy will take another run at the insurance in about three months, so we’ll see. And on the other more on that later… boy’s weight… Mistress says boy is not fat… but doc says boys target weight is 200 pounds for his height which is 6’2”… so all you guys 6’2” be warned. This boy is focused on making his backside the smallest target he can… not only to present a challenge for his Mistress to hit it… but perhaps it may keep them both off the fucking floor when She commands him across Her lap.

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