Saturday, July 05, 2008

blech... shitty day...

I was SO excited about today. Finally, I wasn't busy with other things for TESfest and could go. I made arrangements for andrew to go with Me. Having a slave to attend events with Me was the number 1 reason I started searching for a slave to add to My chain. I've had andrew out with Me a couple of other times but this day was the big one.

he was with Me yesterday cleaning and serving and chatting and catching up. He had a lot to tell me about his experiences with jennifer. he said he sent me an essay about the newest activities but I hadn’t received them yet. I still haven’t.

I woke up about 8 this morning and started puttering around deciding what time I wanted to leave. I was kinda excited about taking a mini-road trip by myself and greatly excited about seeing Jason and sue and going to Flagg’s workshop.

I had to fit in a quick trip to the hairdresser but I got everything together so that I could just leave from there. That appointment was at 11:15 am and I was out of there by 11:45 and on My way. The idea was that I would drive straight to the New Brunswick station and pick andrew up there. He would take the train from Newark Penn station which is about 40 min.

I told him I’d call him when I got to the Verrazano bridge and he could leave take a train then. He might have to wait a few minutes at the train station but it wouldn’t be long. The belt parkway was a parking lot so I sat there forever before it finally opened up. I was already starting to get cranky. When I saw the bridge looming I started trying to call andrew. No answer. I was over the bridge and halfway to New Jersey before he finally answered. He hadn’t even left for the train station yet. I was irritated.

He said he was leaving and would be there right away. I called again to see where he was and he first said he was at the station but then said he was actually about 5 min away. I told him I was almost at New Brunswick so I’d probably have to wait at least 45 min there. After I got to New Brunswick and found the station I started trying to call him. I called over and over. I parked and went to a small cafĂ© and had a cup of coffee and then walked back to My car and waited some more. Finally I got a text.

He’d been in an accident. He said he was ok, the police were there and a tow truck was coming and that the accident wasn’t his fault. Another text told me that again he was ok and that his mother was hysterical, which I already assumed was the case. He said he would call later.

I sighed. Now what. I was sitting at the train station in New Jersey after fighting My way across New York in bumper to bumper traffic and now it was almost 3:30. I decided to go ahead and drive to the host hotel and make a decision then. I at least had to say hello to Sue since I told her I was going.

I drove and drove. It was much further than I thought it was from the train station to the hotel. I was of course worried about andrew too. I texted finn but he was busy. Finn can usually make me feel calm when these times are there so I was disappointed that I couldn’t talk to him either. He was working.

I finally got to the hotel and walked in. I saw sue almost immediately and let her know I’d had a really shitty day and that My boy had been in an accident. I was trying to decide if I should stay since I lost My play partner. She said it was 90$ for the day. The thing was, the day was over. There was only one more workshop left and of course it WAS the ONE workshop I was really looking forward to. I just couldn’t justify the $90 dollars for that. I started getting depressed. I guess I was just tired and disappointed and worried and the drive had taken its toll on Me. I decided to just go home and Sue said to at least say hi to Jason before I left.

I went to flag him down and for some reason, the minute I saw him and he hugged Me, I got all teary. What the fuck was that? Tears…. C’monnnnnnnnnn. I said to him as I sniffled, “wow, I didn’t start crying till I saw you. I started to laugh a little. Jason always makes Me smile. Maybe Sue could see I needed that. So I hugged Jason a few times, I know he was busy and blew Mike a kiss as I swiped at tears and walked back to My car. That whole New Jersey thing for TESfest might just be too big a deal for Me to come from Long Island. Getting to Jersey from there is such a bitch. I don’t know if I can make Myself do that again.

I started heading back to New York in a pretty blue mood. The whole day shot and I hadn’t even been able to speak to andrew. I finally got a text from him that he was leaving the hospital with just a few bruises and his car was dead.

I got stuck in the city for a while because of the street fairs but finally made My way home. I got My nails and feet done but even that couldn’t cheer Me up.

It’s 1030 pm now and still I haven’t been able to speak to andrew. I think that is monumentally rude on his part. Of course I’m worried and would like to speak to him. I think that says a lot about how important I am. I don’t think it should be that hard to find a few minutes away from family and friends to give his Mistress a call to let her know he’s ok. He certainly doesn’t mind calling Me several times a day to tell Me about his sex life or ask permission to cum when he has sex.

Maybe I’m just really tired and at the end of a shitty day that was supposed to be a GREAT day and that’s why I’m so cranky but wreck or no wreck, I’m pissed off at andrew for not having the good manners to speak to Me for a few minutes and I’m HUGELY disappointed that I missed Flagg’s workshop and the vendors and the dungeon at TESfest.

I think I’m going to go to sleep so a new day will com

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