Stretchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

This is a post from finn... I hope you enjoy it.. I did...



The other day i went to see a Professional Dominatrix for treatment or as they like to refer to it as a session. This was a stretch for me. i have seen many ProDommes over several years. What made it unique was that it was the first time visiting a pro since being in Mistress Kytherea’s Steel (roughly six years depending on who is counting). i did not go with the purpose of seeking a new Owner, or getting a spanking that Mistress Kytherea would be more than happy to give.

Why i sought out a Pro is definitely harder to answer than why i chose to try the things i did. Why did i do it? i think it was that i was bored. There wasn’t a lot of action in the chat rooms to feed my hunger. My Owner was away visiting with relatives so i resorted to my “roots.” to fill my need. i have gone to pros since high school and been lucky in the way i was treated by professionals, so i wasn’t really concerned with any of the bad things that could happen. Another possible reason i have considered is that i have become jealous of the attention new boys have been able to garner from my Mistress. Perhaps this was a way for me to get some attention for me. i had been missing Her daily calls and contact and might have just felt alone. i don’t really think this is the reason because i think i have bought in to the uniqueness of each boy She decides to talk to. Each makes Her happy in some way and when She is happy that makes the world turn much smoother for everyone.

i treat the unrestricted nature of my collar as a special privilege and honestly i don’t request to see another very often. It’s rare that my Owner has not permitted me to see another Mistress. So when i do see another, i feel it is only fair to my Owner that i gain an experience that She couldn’t or wouldn’t provide me. In this instance i requested from the Pro to experience some medical play, specifically needles and sounds.

Thinking about it now a week later it seems kind of silly that i would trust a total stranger to stick needles in me rather than my Owner, the One who is more responsible for my personal growth than anyone. During the interview beforehand i told Ms Simone that i had nothing but GOOD EXPERIENCES and that i trusted Her to keep that record intact. While in the back of my mind i was thinking about my Owner playing with me and needles or sounds and all of the sudden saying OOPPPS! Meanwhile, i fall limp, held upright by two pieces of chain attached to wrists cuffs one on each hand as i writhe like a fish just pulled out of water trying to pull my thighs together cringing and cussing while hearing my Mistress’s laugh ringing in my ear. i was brought back to attention with the Pro saying “I don’t do ooppss.” i must have been thinking out loud but this had a calming effect and put me at ease compared to the words i would get from my Mistress “I DON”T CARE ABOUT THAT.”

i wonder what had brought me to this point? How did i get from hating pain to requesting One to push needles into my skin? i will say it in front of God and everyone “ i am a baby!” “i HATE pain.” Witnessing the spanking that michael had gotten for biting my Mistress’ thumb i thought i would avoid that kind of punishment forever. he is a bit dramatic, but i have never before or since witnessed an ass beating like he got. And he begged for it. Anyway, when i lost my temper at Spanksgiving i wasn’t thinking of the consequences. Suffice it to say that Mistress Kytherea corrected my bad behavior.

Fast forward about two weeks and my Owner and i were talking about my punishment spanking at Spanksgiving and Mistress Kytherea told me that She gave me one that was just as bad as the one She had given michael. She also said that was about as severe as She could go and not leave marks. The other day when i was discussing the needles with Ms Simone, i told Her that i would like to try needles but i couldn’t have any marks. She told me they could be done without leaving marks and so… it was game on.

i was nervous as all chit knowing that if ANYTHING went wrong i would have hell to pay from my Owner. Ms Simone was experienced enough to sense my apprehension and was in my ear calming me and coordinating my breathing with the insertion of the needles.

So right now i am feeling a bit cocky. i survived needles but i am realistic enough to know that She started out slow placing them on probably my least sensitive parts. i know She asked me if She should leave the “nether” parts alone this time and i adamantly agreed.

i wonder what is the deal? Am i willing to suddenly display some sort of bravado toward a tolerance of pain knowing that I will be saved from “going too far” by my inability to have any marks. i don’t feel that i am seeking out pain for the “love” of it. i have no desire to have needles stuck in my nether parts.

Or is it the same basic finn[Ky] with nothing changed a boy that yearns to please Dommes and specifically his Owner. Am i willing to tolerate more pain because it pleases Her? Was i relying on my basic instincts and just plain pleasing a Domme without regard to professional, lifestyle, or Owner? is the answer that basic? What if my ability to lightly play with needles tickles My Owner’s interest to a point She would discover a new arena to play in. OOOOOOOOH that’s a stretch!

The girl is for You Mistress.



Be well,
finn[Ky]