Return from No where land

 
Today I was speaking to a boy online and he intriqued Me. There was a curiosity there that I have not felt in a while. There is also a boy from collarme that is interesting. I want someone to go to events with Me. I have been looking for that for a long time. Whether they would become part of My chain in time or join finn in My Steel around their neck remains to be seen and their worthiness proven. In the meantime, I would have a slave with Me when I go out into My world.

It warms Me to socialize amongst My friends in the scene and know that a boy waits patiently or proudly at My elbow or at My feet. That need to protect, to nurture to give pain and take it away, to give pleasure and take it away remains strong with Me. I think that My form of Domination isn't really the status quo with the people that I know and socialize with. I think that in the past I have been a little apologetic about My preference for protocol and something very near total domination. I don't think I can be apologetic anymore. I feel strong in who I am and what I want. If a boy or girl or both decide to accompany Me on that road, then that is who we are and why should I be less tolerated than those I tolerate.

One of the reasons I moved to NYC was to be able to partake of the lifestyle without the restraint that was necessary in the conservative South. I love both My vanilla life and My many faceted Dark side. I love nights at a Dungeon and weeknights listening to topics at The Eulenspeigel Society but I don't go near often enough because I am such a social person and like to have someone with Me. I'm hoping that having a slave with Me will give Me a higher interest to partake.

Now that I'm settling into My new job I think the time is right. finn was here this past week and it was SO great to see him. We didn't have long. On this trip it was just a quick lunch in the park. But the weather cooperated and gave us a perfect day. I had an event later that evening and what would have been a jittery afternoon passed in comfort because I'm always comfortable and relaxed with My property at My side. he will be coming back in September and there will be time to visit the dark side then.