looking up and Santa's coming

Things are actually looking up. That picture up there makes Me wet to get a cute ass over My knee.... oooops I digress

I had a pretty good day and a wonderful snuggly rainy evening.

I wrote a really nice sounding boy who is a little lonely in New York at xmas time. Strange isn't how you just feel drawn to some people. LOTS of boys touch base with Me from CollarMe but it's rare that I answer them.

I can always tell when My life is settling down because My attention wanders back to My natural state of Dominance. Not something I have to prove or anthing just ME. The last few weeks, well actually, MOnths have really been turbulent. Negative things always do seem to happen to Me in multiples. With the turmoil of Nikki getting married, getting fired, looking for work and My landlord/exfriend losing his fucking mind, I have been at wit's end. Charles is wonderful and it's times like these that I am glad that I decided to pair up with another Dominant who lets Me crawl up next to him and put My head in his lap and tell's Me not to worry. I know I still need to worry because I'm a control freak and would anyway... lol, but it's nice that He says it.

SANTA is coming and the biggest present of all is that My son is bringing his family to visit. I can't say how much this means to Me. It's really the first time since My divorce I have had a chance to host Xmas at My house. Of course My true desire is to have he AND My daughter and their families but that day is coming as well. We have always had Xmas at Her house. I miss Texas somtimes but I have become a New Yorker at heart and pine for it when I'm away.

Merry Christmas, and happy holiday's to all of you out there......

kiss kiss
Ky