Sunday, November 19, 2006

I always read friend pages on LIve Journal first and today boymeat got Me hooked on this Blue Man Video with Venus Hum, so I had to find something to replace it. Here is My replacement:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_81l4DXlwM

I saw Gogol Bordello on Frenchman street in New Orleans before the flood. We were headed into a club on Bourbon Street and a guy said, “You guys are lame if you think this is really where the music is. If you want to hear what’s really going on, go over to Frenchman’s street.” So, we did and a whole new scene emerged for us. First we heard Morning 40 Federation and then on another trip to Frenchmans’, we heard Gogol Bordello. He played the Heineken concert here in NYC once so if you ever see him on the bill somewhere, DO NOT MISS the experience. He has two girls that perform with him onstage doing different antics and for some reason it always makes Me think of SoulHuntre. SOOOO…. START WEARING PURPLE!

Let’s talk about finn…. It was our anniversary this week -




I've owned My boy for 4 years and he begged for ownership for almost a year before he was granted ownership, so that makes it five. I guess being long distance has helped in the longevity some but even still, that's pretty good for and Owner and their slave. On Thursday he sent Me flowers, My favorite daisies. How sick am I that when I see the daisies from him I see him stretched out on the cross at Slave to Lust dungeon with red wealds on his back that I put there with a happy smile on My face?

There was an older British guy watching Me go through My paces with finn. I sat down for a moment to rest but left finn on the cross. His name was Paul. Tall Paul, he told Me. He said, “You know, I Don’t think I’ve seen such a Sadistic Woman look so cute and bouncy. I looked at him and said, “Sadistic!” I was taken aback, having never thought of Myself as Sadistic. I’ve had a sub tell Me I looked like a Saturday Soccer Mom with cute Dimples and a whip before, but Sadistic. Nevahhh! When I think of Sadistic, I think of Blair. Now SHE is Sadistically AWESOME! I miss Blair and puppy.

So, Tall Paul says, “You look shocked. Have I offended you?”
“No”, I said, “I just don’t think of Myself as sadistic. But in retrospect I suppose over time I have become somewhat sadistic without realizing it.”

He just nodded and We sat there in happy silence for a bit. I like people that know the value of silence. I know, I know. Anyone that knows Me is laughing their ass off right now since I am rarely silent, but I do know the value of silence.
But that brings to mind a comment that Jason made to Me last Saturday night when he said to Me and sue that “Kytherea just likes to beat the shit out of people!” I thought, wow… no I don’t. Then after a moment I thought…. Well.. yes I do. I keep thinking about that now. I do like to see the whip fly and paddle fall but I also fucking LOVE the psychological play and the power and control. Maybe it’s all tied up into a bundle for Me. Speaking of tied, I missed the workshop with Lolita and others on bondage and since I’ve decided I want to learn more about it, that really sucks. Oh well, another time….

In the meantime…….. KEEP WEARING PURPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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