Besides that, it's really interesting also that I have found such a comfortable place with this wonderful Brazilian and that I feel very lucky to have Him.
A good friend of Mine asked Me if I had room in My life and heart for My slaves. I had to really think about that because I think sometimes that finn feels he should or at least wants Me to have more time for him but aside from the fact that I DO spend a lot of time talking to him, thinking about him it's just a natural state for Me to have a slave or several slaves in My life. The wonderful relaxing fact is that Charles understands all this and it's all good with him. The chambers I have set aside for the different people and their roles in My life all exist on their own but also fit together to make the puzzel of My life come together in a way that makes Me happy. I mean.. they ALSO irritate Me sometimes but even that is a really great thing.
I do realize that I can be a complex person but I really do like all the different people inside Me. I spend quite a bit of time letting all the different people inside Me have their turn at bat. The little girl, The writer, The actress, The Singer, The MOther, The Wife, The Mistress, The Dominatrix (notice I separated MIstress and Dominatrix), The Planner Organizer, The layout artist, The Activist. I mean look at that.. there is a LOT of people inside for Me to take care of. Geezus it make Me tired looking at that to the point that I want to say.. "Oh that poor Person must really be tired dealing with all that.." then realizing OH I AM that person.. lol
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Mistress Kytherea is right! AGAIN... finn does want as much of his Owners time as he can get. However, that can lead to a double-edged sword.
As bad as this boy longs for his Mistress, She has the ability to make him wish he didn't have Her attention. Specifically with the use of pain. Right now all is good with him, and he feels very fortunate to be granted the time he has with his Mistress.
The other day we were in a channel on MIRC and She was telling a slave that serving HER could be a challenge. She asked me to affirm Her statement and this boy could not. For some reason a "challenge" just didn't seem to fit the bill.
So this boy thought it would be fun to search for THE word.. that best describes serving my Mistress.
finn will start with Her word CHALLENGE. While serving my Mistress is not all peaches and cream there is definately more good than bad. She warned me about "bumps" we would encounter as we travel down this path together. She must be a great driver and missing many of those bumps because honestly boy thinks we haven't hit many of them. ( finn knows he probably jinxed us right there.)Therefore CHALLENGE is NOT the word.
What about BLISSFUL? Much of the time when talking with my Mistress boy has a smile on his face. He can't help it ... it's hard not to. What seems to be mundane tasks for most people seem to be sprinkled with drama for my Mistress. It could be a task like renewing license plates and having to call Louisana in the middle of the hurricane Katrina, or it could be discovering "E" does not stand for ENOUGH" on the fuel guage when going to the City. Each story seems to brighten my day. BLISSFUL is not quite it either.
What about PAINFUL??? No... that's not it either. While finn has been forced to cringe many times at the hands of his Mistress, by and large She is very understanding. Please do not underestimate that as being soft. She definately will extract the type of behavior from this boy She deems appropriate. Usually this one walks a pretty tight line, so his skin stays attached.
hmmm REFRESHING...hmmm. It definately is refreshing to serve my Mistress. When we are together the days seem to go by so fast. She can have a calming affect on me ( if She chooses to ), or a boy may see a flash in Her eye and knows Her wrath is upon him. Either way finn has grown to depend on it, and for that the days together have become refreshing ... but that still is not the ONE word.
hmmmmm... the search goes on.... more latahhhhh.
finn[Ky]
This boy may have it!!! The one word that best describes serving my Mistress.
My Mistress is very resourceful and uses many different means to make a boy feel wanted. When She beckons Her boy to Her this one has a tendency to get cocky. Feeling wanted and on cloud nine, finn has a habit of writing checks with his mouth that his ass can't cash. Besides real-life meetings my Mistress uses Her cell phone to keep Her property in line.
She calls finn daily and talk about a variety of subjects. Many times this boy listens to how Her previous day had gone, but often others are filled with Her instruction for finn. Further clarifying things such as his role as Her slave and Her role as his Owner.
finn enjoys these precious moments that She takes from Her day to spend with him. No matter how jacked up this boy gets ego-wise from these calls, finn knows She will always keep this boy in line. If She feels the calls are a detriment to his slave heart She would stop them without a moments notice.
Her voice dances over boy's heart, Her very breath stoking the innermost embers of his heart. Glowing vibrantly and filled with passion the heart feeds his body further controlling his movements and thoughts.
Some time ago, in September Mistress Kytherea commanded me to come to New York to serve Her. That really did a lot for a boys ego to know his Mistress wants to spend time with him.
finn told his Mistress this would not be easy for him to get away, especially alone. My Mistress was patient and left a boy pretty much to his own devices to "make it so."
New York is a wonderful place. finn likes to just go and watch the people. Usually, my Mistress has us right in the middle of the people blending in with everyday life there.( She is such a social magnet.) Shortly, this boy will be in New York serving his Owner.
finn knows this will not be a vacation by ordinary standards, but looks forward spending time with his Owner. She will reveal little to him about what will take place while we are together. That will drive this boy crazy.
boy does know the time will be filled with excitement and he is excited to be going. Hey! thats it!
The word is EXCITING!
Serving Mistress Kytherea is EXCITING. Not knowing what is around the next corner for Her property is EXCITING! Kneeling at Her feet, under Her whip is EXCITING!
Yes that's it. finn will say it again. Serving Mistress Kytherea is EXCITING!
finn prays you feel the same about serving your Mistress.
all the best,
finn[Ky]
I was wondering if you like girls as well as boys...
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